All my life my mom has lied to me about who my father was. She told me that it was this guy named Webb and not the guy that is on my Birth Certificate. She would tell stories about Webb and would compare his traits with mine and make it sound like i was his. Well, when i was in 6th grade i started to question whether or not she was telling me the truth or not and so eventually i became confused. Do you have ne idea how sad it is when somone that asks you who ur father is you can't answer them without a doubt in ur mind. i soon became so overwhelmed with this confusion and right around then mom and stepdad started arguing big time. it was just too much. i wanted out of this world, i didn't feel like i was meant to be here. i soon became suicidal up until my freshman year.
she told me that she knew who my father was and that she's known since i was ten because i had my tonsils taken out when i was ten. she said she asked them my blood type and that it was the same as the guy that is on my birth certificate and not Webb.
i went off. from then on i had such a hatred for my mother. one morning we got into it and she called me a selfish, self-centered lil bitch.
well just this year i found out some more info. well to me false info. mom told me that the reason that she didn't tell me before is bc she claims that she was raped by my father(her husband at the time). well if she was then how could she ever think that it was Webb as my father? idk. But then she said that i was too young and i wouldn't be able to understand. all you have to do is tell me who my father was and all that i would ask is how do you know? and then she can answer that my blood matches his. that is it. simple huh. her descion caused me to be suicidal for all long time. :evil:

