When I was a teenager, my parents died; I was placed under guardianship of an older sibling until reaching 18, then went off to college. Shortly after, my older siblings sold our parents' home; I was in college at the time, and basically that was my only home. In a sense, kind of homeless. I spent some years receving an allowance from my siblings, and then upon turning 22, took a leave of absence from college.
I tried moving in with one of my siblings, and after that, things weren't good. They cut me off financially, just basically stopped my allowance and began treating me poorly; I was depressed and confused, and left their home a few months later. Another sibling refused me money that rightfully belonged to me, and after a time, made a 'deal' with me to give me a certain amount, but there were no forms, no paperwork, nothing.
This was a few years ago. I am trying to let go of this because it is painful, but I am in my mid twenties, unemployed, and broke while my other siblings are living great lives, financially comfortable, and don't seem to understand their wrongdoings with this. I don't have the means to access a lawyer, and am afraid if I do, it will hurt any relationship I have with them at this point. But I am unable to provide for myself, and they don't seem to care. Should I talk to a lawyer about this, and how successful would I even be? Sometimes I feel as if they had cut me out of their family, and tried to erase me as one of our parents' children.

