That's "POISON pill" ... in other words, if word gets out that anyone who helps you could go to jail, your friends will quickly dry up and you will become 'persona non grata' ... and if you have to look the term up, perhaps you should concentrate a little harder on school rather than running away.
If you are being abused or criminally neglected, contact the police or child services. If you want to run because you and the folks do not get along, all you're going to do is leave yourself open to a life in the underclass of society and probably jail ... or worse. Your written communication skills are very poor and indicate that either you prefer text lingo or lack an education of any kind ... hopefully for you it is the former.
Life will NOT improve as a runaway. But, since I am sure you will not listen to any of the people who have posted here - many of which have had experience in dealing with kids in your position - all we can say is good luck. I will pray that you will come to your sense one day and remain safe, but, sadly, I have found too many boys and girls for which that prayer was not heard until waaay too late.
- Carl



