My question involves criminal law for the state of: violating probation

So here I am.. A 21 year old 3rd year nursing student.. that let her live get out of control...

I got a cwof for a dui..then i dont know how to explain why at all, got a summense to court for shoplifting... I live in mass and know that is is really the worst thing I could have done.

I dont need anyone calling me an idiot or anything on here, people go through hard times, and b4 being reall mean, lemme just tell you , I sub. teach. for work. Volunteer at childrens hospital 2 times a week and have done three years of nursings.. when you let depression and eating disorders and anxiety get out of control... things like this may happen.. so please dont make mean comments

Im just looking for someone to actually give me advice, i want my life back