What Do I Do?

[cutiepie143]

I am taking those steps right now. This has been such a traumatic expeierience. I wish I sought help early on and had the courage to get out of this before it got that far. I should have called the police the first time he assaulted me. I was holding on to false hope because he told me lies to get his way. He's the father of my child of course I don't want him to leave. I didn't know he'd do something crazy like that. The look in his eyes still haunts me. He looked like a madman, such hatred. It just hurts me because I never thought this would happen to me ever. I wish he would get help he needs it. He's really sick. I was only holding onto him because I know what it's like to not have a father it sucks. I certainly don't want him around anymore though.

[kyoung]

Good luck to you. It's okay that you vent... the group that I hope you will join will allow you to share the experiences you have had. However - realize that you MUST be accountable for your actions as well. Not to just to those around you - most importantly - TO YOURSELF.

You are the only one that can change this cycle of events. Don't blame him - look at how YOU can change. Your actions and accountability to yourself will change your life.

It is obvious you are a passionate person - and passion is rare to find in people today - use that to your advantage - such as a career. Many employers (who pay very well) look for that now in employee's but can't find it.

Good luck to you - I hope it all turns out well.

[kyoung]

Good luck to you. It's okay that you vent... the group that I hope you will join will allow you to share the experiences you have had. However - realize that you MUST be accountable for your actions as well. Not to just to those around you - most importantly - TO YOURSELF.

You are the only one that can change this cycle of events. Don't blame him - look at how YOU can change. Your actions and accountability to yourself will change your life.

It is obvious you are a passionate person - and passion is rare to find in people today - use that to your advantage - such as a career. Many employers (who pay very well) look for that now in employee's but can't find it.

Good luck to you - I hope it all turns out well.