documents -
it was strange - they had everything they accuse me of on the table - and i ok'd the things I did - each and everyone - these docs had proof from the cust they paid cash and i acknowledged - im def a piece of crap scumbag for this and will owe up to it. but then they have these stacks - they are hitting me with invoices that i voided that didnt even involve what i done - almost like they didnt research it - they have no proof from anyone i took cash and i mean everything i did was in 100.00 or 250.00 even transactions - i didnt take headlights and body parts.. (auto business) - i pulled my lawyer aside and im like " i didnt do at least 1/2 of this stuff and he wants me to accept responsibility - that would be great if i could come up with 90k but i mean woooa coming up with the 2k i have right now was hard....
so i am so so so scared as my lawyer wanted me to get like 20k together and its turning out to be hard - i have a great job lined up making 18/hr - but i cant take it if im going to jail..
so with a clean record and the history of my case - is there anyone who believes ill get a chance to make this right - i want to work hard to first pay them back - and then get my own life back in order - are jusges that forgiving? i just think ill fall apart in anymore then 6mos of jail and am so sosososososos scared...
gigrle - ill send a pm soon - just on the fly - but yes your so right - i dont want to blame anyone for what i did but i can say your influences can really affect you - ive learned and sobered up so straight and am appaled at myself - that drug is terrible - and unlucky for me should never be abused - it ruined my life
