Paul!
Thanks again!
I am trying to resume my life, but the fear of further consequences is really huge. I still haven't received the receipt - so I worry if something else is happening. Maybe my mind is playing games with me, but I cannot relax. It has been six days, and I so hope to get just the reciept in mail with nothing else ASAP. I hope I won't need any more advice..I know how I would handle things as of now, if I should be so lucky...I was even thinking about writing a note to the security officer telling him that I understand now the heaviness of what I did..but that would probably be just taking the attention to me again and not so smart.
Thank you again for kind words. I know that my life will never be the same again.

