Your world is not necessarily the real world. And, assuming you sent your messages to the judge's public email address, she may not have the capability (personally or through their server) to block anyone. Nor should she have to.
An intent to harass or annoy can be inferred based upon the content and the repetition - particularly if the receiving party informed you to stop the communication. None of us know whether the state has enough evidence to prevail at trial or not. We haven't seen the content of the messages nor the number and time frame in which they were sent. But, it should be a wake up call that your emotions can cause you real-world legal issues.
You should have been provided a copy of any restraining order when it was served. If a criminal protective order, it would have been entered into the record and read to you in court. A copy should be available to you - ask your attorney. If he won't give you a copy of anything, then that might explain a few things - especially in light of the fact that you admit to some mental health issues and that you might be getting out of this through some sort of mental health diversion.I was trying to make it about the violation of the 4th amendment. That's what I don't understand, and what I'm curious about. I'm unable to read any documents. I've never been supplied anything. The DA refused to give me anything until I got my lawyer, and my lawyer has not given me any legal documents depicting my situation either.
But, you're the one who will face the possibility of jail time, probation, and fines. Those 12 people might be bored for a couple of days. Then they won't have to be subject to jury duty for another couple of years or so. For them, this sort of 1 or 2 day trial would be worth it if it means they get to avoid a homicide or more serious offense that could tie them up for days or weeks!Yeah, I think I'm getting outa the charges, if not? *shrugs* I'll go to court, and the DA can harass 12 more people over it... make them miss out on their jobs and families, all the read my emails, that were meant for one person. the DA's harassment score might reach one billion. Boy, can't they brag.

