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I realize that I kind of changed what I said. I don’t want to string him along necessarily, but in this very moment, no I don’t want to have sex with him. If we build a connection and relationship and trust, then absolutely. He’s insanely attractive. The only sexual conversation we had is what I provided.
Me: “I’m so eager to meet you. I already know exactly how things will be.”
Him: “And how is that?”
Me: “We will spend time together and snuggle and *insert sexual act here*.”
Him: “I would enjoy that.”
Me: “Sounds like a plan.”
But, I did just look back on it and after this he asked a question that involved a sexual act. Like asking if I would do ____ to him. Then I said “Absolutely.” And THEN the subject changed. That is all.
As for the pictures, I was just in my underwear. I’m more asking that if in the future I wanted to have an online only type of sugar daddy relationship, is it illegal to exchnage suggestive or sexual pictures for money?
I deactivated the membership to the website the day we began talking. I am using an app to text him, not my real number. I have a real full time job. I am just no longer interested in traditional dating and the expectation of marriage. I have heard many success stories of having a deep connection with someone and just spending time with them here and there with having an allowance arrangement in place. It’s something that interests me, and would work with my hectic schedule.

