thank you for the information
yes you dont know me and they dont know me and I have learn what I did does hurt a lot of people the owner the store the workers and the LP Officers and even hurting police officer and customers too. I'm really very sorry ... I had a hard time even understanding what I did even that day and i still when police came to my home to talk to me still not getting it and after going with police to his SUV still didn't realize I was under arrest. handcuff and serach and book.
then going to court and stuff ... yes it is all out of your hands your life is not your own and judge tells you get a lawyer in in some really serious trouble and I know it's my fault no one else and then learn and dealing what you did and the whole time it's like you hide this from everyone even did a good job on myself keeping it from me like it was not me and once I got help and help from dr. and a very good therapist... found out a lot and it all came out even stuff I was not really knowing I was doing to myself ( like over med. with pills and alcohol and taking some of my meds. I was on trying to end my life I now realize... if not for the LP Officer and police officer like I said if I keep going I be not here ... it was not who I was but I would never hurt anyone physically... I'm not that way but yes they dont know that... I just did not understand why I was not stop at store trying to get some answer to help understand d it ... I also been clean now with this for over 6 month and with the other stuff drug and alcohol for over 2 month I had a slip on alcohol before I got all the stuff out what was happening to me ....