hi I now an apology does not change the fact I did comment a serious crime, but in just want to let the LP officer and police to know I'm glad they did their job very well. I want them to know that they had saved a life that day because I was headed in to more trouble (which shoplifting was one he'll of a nightmare going thought everything arrested search book and the court all that and then having to work out issues were I work) but I had lawyer said I should get help and I did with my Dr. and a therapies I have some really life issues that cause me to make wrong choices and to the point if I kept going I may not of even be here ... I was very good at hiding things I was doing even to myself ... it took along time but I now know I have to work hard at keeping myself safe... I even had some bad times and they got even worse will going to court stuff... not just saying this but I really wanted to just go away and I mean go away and never wake up. several times. which I REALIZE now I could of or have done it. I'm in consoling and on meds. now and I just want to try and make thing right for everyone that I hurt and I don't want forgiveness I don't deserve it.
I'm just trying to understand stuff how it went that day and why things happen that way. yes I'm going to be living with this for the rest of my life