My question involves criminal law for the state of: massachusetts
I am on probation for 6 months two random drug test. It has been less than two week since i was at court and started probation. since then i have been doing what i have to get into a clinic. Of course it a process it takes time already had my first intake and my second is coming up this tuesday. I even took a clinic that cab will cost me 80 per day there and back but i had no choice the clinic closer to me said I would have a longer wait anyways I have to meet my probation officer monday morning.
I am not able to pass this test so i am wondering if i should be honest with my probation officer or should i just take the test knowing i will not pass i talked to my lawyer he told me to bring all the paperwork i can that i have from the clinic to show that i am trying to get help and just not caring at all. I am so stressed out about this i have never been on probation. I have never got in trouble with the law before this. What should i do ?
Should i just be honest. And show her the paperwork i got my next appointment is legit the next day Tuesday and will start dosing soon. Thats all i want is help and support. I would come clean the next time she would test me because i would have the necessary help and support. I really am so down over this. Hope i can get an answer or even someone that has been through something similar an how the outcome was.
I dont even know whats going to happen i dont understand court i get super nervous don't have any clue whats going on.....