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Stellaj
I understand what you are saying, and God help anyone in the position I am. I would not wish this on anyone. Not everyone is the same, and I'm not trying to protect him, I'm trying to protect myself from doing everyday of time he does in jail in my mind. I just want to move on and not have to deal with being part of someone's life that takes 20 years of their freedom away.
I still am unclear on how in court I say I'm not going to testify without getting on the stand and then "making it count" so the heresay can be admitted.
The prosecution is very aware I don't want to testify. I have not cooperated, nor was I the person that reported the incident.
And because I'm being treated as hostile, I lost all my access to counseling and any services for victims.