Before this becomes any deeper. YOU NEED TO TELL YOUR PARENTS. Quickly. You are on the verge of REALLY screwing up their expectations. And now is the time to stop it, come clean, and let them help you get an attorney. Yes, they will be very upset with you. But you need more help than you can get for yourself alone while sneaking around and trying to keep them from finding out. If your 'about to go to medical school' or having finished an undergraduate degree was as a result of their help in any way, please let them help you dig your way out of this and get some good counseling to make sure this doesn't follow you and you end up doing these behaviors again and ruining your life completely.

