Harassment by People in My Town

[Yoyobaby]

When she first started working there i would smear my side burn to get her to notice me. I went to my brothers who lives out of town ans while there he turns his head and shows me his smeared side burns. It kind of freaked me out. I asked him about it later and was like whats going on with everything when i first started lossing it. He said something about its just normal everyday stuff or something. I dont remember for sure but denied the whole thing. I also had a conversation with someone where i said its like ever one is connected. This is with someone also out of town. I went to work and said the same thing in ear shoot of me. I dont know what they are trying to do but they are forceing me out of town. If i am miss interpreting any of current situations it is because i previously interpreted them correctly.

[cbg]

Please seek psychological help so that you can learn when you are seeing the patterns correctly and when you are not.

[Yoyobaby]

Ill give it a go but this is everywhere. I can not speak my mind or act as myself in my own home with out it being mocked publicly. I dont know how to respone to them. They are petty and easily ignored. That is what i have been doing. This has gotting out of control. I did not mind at first but again it is everywhere. Police department, local stores. Before i lost my car i would go out of town just to buy cigarettes. I do not have this problem anywere else as long as i dont tell anyone where im going. She could be the ring leader of all of this and i just dont want to believer it honestly.
In my early 20s i was a fitness nerd. I lefted 4 to 5 times a week. After my i gave it up. Over the last year and a half ive been toying with power lifting. Last Wednesday i was maxing out. I like to do a good 5 deep breaths before a lift. I push out and it kinda loud. I walked to the store after and was stopped and someone said save the air for everyone else. My upstairs nabor was home and most of herd me. I wpuld assume she put me out on facebook or some other method. What do i do about that. Stair ger down next time i see her. Run up in her house? Ages 16 to 25. Ive been ignoring it but cant anymore.

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Plus the hr stopped and starred at my lips. She acted odd, she seemed kinda unsure i guess, when she walked over to me. It was sexual. But she was mean when i first walked. Came out of an ogfice like puzzled by something.

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I cant remember what company but when i tryied to claim discrimination i had no idea what i was doing. She to told me that she cant help it if no one likes me. I broke down in tears and asked how am i suppose to earn a pay check? She had no reply. My mother there at the time became smug. Smiling at my i dont know what to call it. She even came in to the room and got in my way on purpose all while smiling. I think she was trying tp get me to hit her. There had neen other time when i felt the only reason she could be acting the way she was acting is to get me to hit her. I havent.
I started calling lawyers and because of tjis ive left everyone out of the loop. One day i went out side to talk on the phone to talk to a lawyer and noticed my nextdoor nabor kinda hidden and out of the way. I believe he was esse dropping on my phone conversation. It not paranoia if its ture.

[Dogmatique]

We can't help you any further.

[Yoyobaby]

We can't help you any further.

Yea, i know its nuts. I need to leave. I dont think a counselor or medication gonna fix this.

[tc498]

If you have medciad you probably qualify for counseling. I would just try to grind it out,find a job,save money and plan to move,speak to a consular about your concerns. It's good to focus on a good diet,lift and having a positive mind. It's sounds cliche but those small things improve your mood greatly.


None of us know the people involved to know,the actually story. One or two negative people can cause a group mentality against someone. Be a good person,respectful,polite and strive for good things. The decent people in the world will pick up on your good traits. Like the guy saying,save the air,just ignore him and laugh. A few toxic people can make it seem like everyone is an asshole.

[Yoyobaby]

I do not have mediac and i have been pursuing it in the the you described for years. Turn the other cheek so to speak. I say screw off. I have the right to stand up against tyranny, both foreign and domestic.
(I learned the preamble in ninth grade and still remenber.)
But yea im ive been stripped of everything and expected to leave with nothing. I didn't drake, i was broken.

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And those toxic people need to be held accountable.

[Dogmatique]

I do not have mediac and i have been pursuing it in the the you described for years. Turn the other cheek so to speak. I say screw off. I have the right to stand up against tyranny, both foreign and domestic.
(I learned the preamble in ninth grade and still remenber.)
But yea im ive been stripped of everything and expected to leave with nothing. I didn't drake, i was broken.

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And those toxic people need to be held accountable.

Okey dokey.