Honestly, my mother was sick with cancer during the court process, and I left before even meeting with the probation officer. It was meant to be unsupervised prob. I was avoiding my pub def because I thought I could just leave to see my mam, and changed my number etc., but she relayed that bench warrent info through someone I know. In the moving process, I lost my passport, which is something I am also worried about, in case that is a red flag to get an emergency one... Should I go to the Irish embassy out here, call my pub def, or just attempt to get my emergency passport without addressing the legal stuff going on? It is non-violent and not even a bad crime that was commited, just racial profiling by the da and mixed with a very unstable person giving a report which is why the charges were dropped for the most part and the sentencing was so lenient. My mother could pass at any moment and I need to figure out how to get to her and not be apprehended, if that would even happen, I have no clue...

