My question involves a child custody case from the State of: Arkansas

My ex boyfriend/father of 2 children is suing me for contempt of custody agreement. The hearing regarding that motion is in Feb.

Question:
How likely will i be held in contempt? please read below.

Situation:
My ex of 8 yrs forced me to sign a joint custody agreement when our son (now 8) was 1 1/2, and then again when our daughter (almost 3) was born. He was diagnosed with paraniod schizophrenia after a mental breakdown that involved him shooting 50+ rounds in the house with all of us there. He was arrested and sent to a mental facility for one week. Shortly after he came home he disappeared for 3 days, came home totally out of his mind, claiming i was "trying to have him killed" (with the sheriffs cheif deputy on the cell phone.) i hurried to the sheriffs office asking for that same man to follow me home so i could grab some things and get away from him. Now, i have not complied with this agreement since then because of obvious reasons and other reasons ...this event happened in oct of 2011 and i have gradually let him have the kids on weekends, but he had another event where he was not arrested but taken into protective custody by sheriffs office in may of '12. i have been scared, threatened, confused, at some points i just wanna stop all contact with him, but my kids need a dad and they do love each other. This is so hard for me to deal with and i cant afford legal help. legal aid wont help me and i dont know what to do but represent myself. i left an abusive relationship with him and i still feel threatened by him often. theres so much detail to this and i feel i shouldnt worry because of his mental status, but i still feel so lost. i need any kind of help i can find. someone please. is anybody out there!

also, i filed for child support and was awarded. He didnt even show up...it is stated on the order..."children now live predominately with the mother"