guys.......... I want to tell her!!!!!!!!!!! soooooooooo baddd.... these last days i haven't thought about anything else.
but this is it... if i told her, she would send me to jail, (im not positive WHICH KILLS ME!!!!)
im doing sooo good!! job,bills,parents,car stuff,sober. im on the right track. i just want my respect!
im sooooo dumb going to nj, it was just at the moment thing. and i wish i never went. im never leaving pa ever again
shes coming tomorrow at 11;30 =( =(, shes gonna ask me about any police contact.
and i'v made my decision which is still i feel not right, but my situation it makes all the sense
IM NOT TELLING HER!
im okay with letting her find out on her own, if she does. i listen to my parents (cause it seems like their never wrong)
im not even sure the officer ran me through the ncic or what he did. i know to most of you i sound stupid
but im hanging on a chance that if this never comes up, i owe the big guy upstairs my life. forever and always
when she leaves tomorrow, im gonna hop on here and tell you guys how it went.
I WANNA THANK ALL OF YOU FOR REPLYING TO MY THREAD, YOU ALL HAD AMAZING ADVICE AND FACTS TO GIVE ME

