We weren't in court with you, but if you're trying to indicate that you received a deferral and have now violated that deferral by getting the new violation, it would make sense for you to be consulting a lawyer as you're now looking at two possible convictions. Factors such as your age, whether this is juvenile or adult court, any other crimes on your record, whether you appear to be alcoholic, and the like, can factor into the disposition. A local lawyer can walk you through things.