If you are inclined to throw hissy fits when asked to respect how difficult your stream-of consciousness, grammatically incorrect posts are to read and follow, you shouldn't expect that the volunteers here are going to find much time to spend addressing your questions. If it is too much for you to write clearly or to present complete thoughts, the phone book is full of lawyers who will be happy to charge you by the hour to figure out what it is you're trying to say.
Alleged victims don't meet with jurors; they testify before the jury during the trial. At this point I'm not inclined to try to figure out what you are trying to describe.

