I live in Missouri and worked as Director of Private Probation Services for almost 20 years. I was advised in October of 2003 that I was suspected of stealing from employers. I admitted that I had taken money from company at the direction of my immediate employer. There were 2 employer's, (partners). One of the employer's had no knowledge of money being taken. I was advised that info provided by me would be taken under advisement and I would hear from them as soon as possible. I was told to leave and not return until I heard from them. After leaving, I contacted an attorney and met with him the next day. I explained everything to him, advising I had taken the money and that my employer had directed me to do it. I explained that there were other employees (11) who had either taken money to him or knew that it was being done. I advised the attorney that I suspected the employer had set me up due to me uncovering illegal activities committed by him against the Dept of Mental Health, IRS, Div. of Finance, and the state court system. I had confronted him and we had argued for approximately 2 months about this. I had evidence in my possession to include: files, video tape of him committing fraud, witnessess and etc. One of the witnesses for me, works for the Prosecuting Attorney handling my case. This attorney who has worked in the community about as long as I have, and knows this employer very well, advised me to wait and see what they do. I was to talk to no one and turn over all evidence to him, which I did. In April of 2004, I was charged with felony stealing. Due to another professional contacting the Attorney General about another matter related, a request was made that I attend a meeting with them and provide info. My attorney attended with me but refused to let me speak. I have plead not guilty and have been waiting for a trial. My question is this---Since first meeting with this attorney, he has known about illegal activities being committed by my employer and yet he says we do nothing to expose him. For some time, I have felt he is not handling my case proper. I have paid him more than I believe I should have but still owe him some money. I would like to talk to another attorney to see if my case is being handled in my best interest but don't know how to find one that will talk to me as long as I have one on retainer. I have no money to give another attorney. Any advice will be appreciated.

