Hi - the only reason why I'm posting this is because during my waiting period, I didn't see many people respond with what happened in court. I think it's important to see that the world will not slip out from under you.....it's bad, trust me, but can turn out right.
First, I'm a mom with a 3 year old daughter. Why I did this....still trying to figure it all out. But....after multiple shoplifting episodes, I was finally caught. I was with my daughter at a major dept store. Security was harsh and the police woman was even harsher. I can't say I didn't bow my head and accept it, I fully deserved it. I still do. There is nothing worse than thinking that you can get something in life for nothing. Life is all give and take.....maybe I just feel like all I do is give? I don't know, but I sure hope that I stick with this and figure it out. For the sake of my husband and children....they deserve more. Plus, whatever my reason....it's not right. NEVER.
I showed up for my first court date and was informed that I didnt' pre-book myself. I didn't know I had to do this. I've never been in trouble with the law...so I had to do this and then come back.
Today was my day. Keep in mind my husband and family (noone) have no idea that this has happened. I dropped my daughter off at the babysitter and went to court. It's amazing how humble you can be in a situation where you are faced with being called out - in front of tons of people - for what you really are.....a theif. Could there be anything worse, think not.
I was blessed today with a person (the judge) who probably knew that I am a little twisted up and am not a criminal. He advised me that he was going to offer me something that I probably should not refuse. He then lowered the charge (which was wrong) from Grand Theft to Petty Theft. I think the officer was so disgusted with me that she wrote me up with the worst thing she thought she could. He then offered me court probation for 6 months and a small fine. I offered to pay the fine today and he then lowered my probation to end when the fine was paid (1day). I can then go and get my record expunged....
My life is still in shambles, I haven't shared this with anyone and it's eating me up inside. I have other issues, but the fact that someone saw ME today, has given me hope and I am feeling blessed.
This is a crime....truly a crime. Stealing is wrong, it's not worth the thrill or the havoc that it can cause in your life......but I have a feeling that this is more and more common than we know. I don't think people do this to hurt people.......but they only end up hurting themselves.
Thanks to everyone who reached out.......a little light has broken through all of the dark.
Lisa

