Harassment by People in My Town

Hey guy's,
The below is what I have going on. I'm just now looking into getting a lawyer. I do want to sue but i realy do need piece of mind because this is crazy. I dont have anyone to talk to on this (it is everywhere) and figured I'd come on here and find out thoughts on it. Right now I'm wondering if i should go out of town for a lawyer and what type. A better question is do i even have a case where i can sue? I mean, if i cam get people go to jail I want them to go to jail. But thanks and sorry if i sound like a prick, I'm not i just need some advice and realy need someone to agree with me that i have a right to go foreword with this.
But the below is what I plan on emailing a few lawyers and then follow up with a phone call. Thanks
I feel a large group of people are acting as a whole to force me out of town. This has resulted in the loss of income, visitation with my son and a deteriorating mental and emotional state. I’m unsure how to proceed from here and hope to gain some guidance.
I come from a very pour family and dropped out of school at 16 to work. When I was 25 I had a sick son and realized that I needed an education in order to provide. During college I lived in substandard condition until receiving my degree. I then gained employment with a company that did not pay well but allowed me to work many hours and my take home was almost 4 time of what it was in college.
This is when I first started having problems. My job was physical and after a year and a half I basically ran myself into the ground. At home, I was taking care of my mother and with her came the rest of my family. They all come from a low income homes and I was dealing with them stealing from me, squatting. My family became combative. I grew paranoid and began having issues making eye contact. Without the over time from my job I was unable to pay my bills and when given my poor health I quit my job to look for work that would grant me finical stability so I could leave.
While I looked for long term employment, I took a job doing piece work. During the interview I ask the average and was misled. I made dollars less an hour and before I knew it I was in financial distress which resulted in my inability to pursue employment with a higher wage. I did not have a single positive relationship at the time and became resentful and distant from everyone. With no options I gave up.
At this point a young girl started working at my job. She was mean at times but came off playful. It was the first positive relationship that I’ve had in years and latched on to her. We were just co-workers but I wanted it to be more. I knew that the present state I was in (both mental and fiscal health) I would not be able to maintain a relationship with her started trying again.
Honestly I’m not sure if I had a chance with her but did receive competition from her age group at work for her attention. I noticed body language from them that I would do at home. This is when I realized that I was being watched at home. My nephew was squatting in my home and was involved. My whole family was involved. So were my upstairs neighbor and a home across the ally would watch me through my kitchen window. Soon everywhere I went someone was mocking someone from my job or someone from my job was mocking someone from my home. Local store that I had been going to for years became disrespectful.
At work I was harassed. Cigarettes and loss change were stolen out of my car if I ever left it unlocked. I was mocked. During the winter the V.P. would wear a MI State hat and tont me with it. I feel the purpose was to make me feel inferior of my own education that I had gained from a community college. I often felt that I was in positions where it necessary to be aggressive and sometime physical.
Outside of work my family was constantly disrespectful. They would bring up something that had happen 15 years ago (some not even true) blame it on me and use it to coheres my mother into stealing from me for them.
Everyone from the age group 16 to 25 seemed to know what’s going on as males will give me dirty looks and females will expect me to look at them in a sexual manner. I’ve had a group of teenage girls (14 to 16 years of age) stand outside my window expecting me to look at them. I’ve also had a very young girl age 10 to 12 walking down the street wearing a long sleeve pink shirt and blue jeans and walked two blocks down and had a woman in her 30s wearing the same thing trying to get my attention. I believe I may have been pegged as a child predator due to the women that I worked with being 20 and very small. At the time I was 33.
Finally at my job she and I got into a small argument where she told me that she was not interested in anyone that worked there. We both had to go to talk to the HR and I stated that everywhere I go there she is. I told them about people looking through my windows and so on. Word of mouth around the shop is that they goggled her and seen a picture of her smoking marijuana and asked her to take a drug test and instead she walked out and quit.
I went home and goggled her. I had already went on Facebook trying to talk to her there months before that. She seemed too really be into that. This is when I found out that she was a model. I also realized that people had been goggling her and going on her Facebook page and mocking her towards me. An example is I noticed an ambulance in front of my house. I looked outside and there was a man passed out in the lawn. This happened an hour and a half after her friend put up a picture of him passed out on his facebook page. He complained of low blood sugar and walked away from it.
After her walking out I seen her car parked outside of a house. It was where she lived. I started sending messages on facebook telling her that I was going to come find you today or jokingly tell her I was going to stalk her. I did send her flowers. I’m sure she was involved in this but she also seemed to like me genuinely. However, I am constantly manipulated on a day to day and was having a hard time gauging individual’s sincerity.
I ended up loosening my job due to bad attendance. I started working at a plant that wage resulted in me loosening my car and visitation with my son. We were very close prior and I think I was going through grief. At the same time everywhere that I had been was combative and I felt the need to be aggressive at all times. I still currently do. At this job I was constantly manipulated. The grief of my son was seen as sadness for the loss of her.
I did continue to send her funny love letters almost every day through facebook and received a backlash. Some seemed to like them where others were combative. I get fallowed on almost a daily basis. One time on the bus a man and his child were on. I think that he was trying to one up my kid who is cut. His son looked at me and became happy and giggly towards me. I sent her a massage saying “small children and wild animals love me.” Over the next 3 days I had 2 dogs let loose on me.
At my job it was constantly attempted to manipulate me through body language and things were implied instead of being said directly. One individual that would mock the facial expressions on her Google images offered the information that my previous employer screwed me. My supervisor and his girlfriend would do parodies of me and her at my last job. Her friend on facebook had post a statement on the differences in poor people verses rich people. At my first job after college (honestly I’m not sure what I did there) I was exposed to high level management. I was able to then refine my own professional skills. My supervisor started studying how I behaved. I the post it was stated that poor people do not know how to accepted thing and rich people did. He would try to watch how I took items from others. There were also times where I felt that co-workers where acting out situations under his direction in order to see how I would respond to it as there demeanor did not seem guanine. My supervisor was inexperienced and I feel that he was attempting to exploit my current situation.
While there I was hit by a part, spit on in the face(it was not a lot), and hit with a hilo. Along with other things, I ended up walking out. Emotionally and mentally I am a wreck.
At first I went to the police and wanted to file charges for being hit. They told me I had to file a PPO on who started it. I’m not sure. It’s seems to be everyone. Sometimes I think it’s her but she seemed to genuinely care for me at times and I would screw it because of everything that is going on. I honestly now think that outside of work was due to my brother, nephew and her ex- boyfriend. At work I think it’s my old employer and the two have meet in the middle so to speak. Which has ruined me. I left distraught. I then tried to file for discrimination. But, I have no idea what I’m doing. I was told I needed to go back to file charges. So I tried. The officer I talked to said that she couldn’t help it if no one likes me. She did not help me. She was in the age range that I usually get harassed by and implied that it’s whoever is following my family around. I would assume she knows what’s going on.
There is more to this officer. Right before loosening my car I kept getting pulled over and getting tickets. (This is likely due to erratic diving and behavior brought on by all of this) I ended up having to go to court and getting finger printed. When I went in she was normal talking to a male cop. When I left he was gone and she was giving me very dirty looks. When I went to court there was anther young female cop giving looks like she was interested in me on my way in. On my way out there was the same older male cop standing next to her and she turned her nose up at me and looked at him with a smile.
Currently I have no direction. I get harassed everywhere I go. I want to leave the town but I’ve lost everything because of this. I can’t talk to anyone about it. Everyone is involved. I have no money to move and cannot find employment that pays my bills. I’m not sure if I could handle it if I did. I’m a little scared of how it all will end up working out but I think I want to sue someone. I think I have a right to. I need to get in a healthy environment and can’t.
This happened over a very long time frame and there is much more. I think this is a good start and could really use some guidance.
Thank you

My only guidance at the moment is a request to edit your post - please tell us your location (I think I caught Michigan, but it's lost in there), the facts, timeline, leave out the emotion and then ask your questions.

In other words ... please make it readable :)

Sorry, I'm on my phone and can't seemed to edit.
And i did not document everything but i would send messages to people so i would assume that i would need to pull my phone records and facebook messages.

I feel a large group of people are acting as a whole to force me out of town. This has resulted in the loss of income, visitation with my son. I’m unsure how to proceed from here and hope to gain some guidance.
I come from a very pour family and dropped out of school at 16 to work. When I was 25 I had a sick son and realized that I needed an education in order to provide. During college I lived in substandard condition until receiving my degree. I then gained employment with a company that did not pay well but allowed me to work many hours and my take home was almost 4 time of what it was in college.

This is when I first started having problems. My job was physical and after a year and a half I basically ran myself into the ground. At home, I was taking care of my mother and with her came the rest of my family. They all come from a low income homes and I was dealing with them stealing from me, squatting. My family became combative. Without the over time from my job I was unable to pay my bills and when given my poor health I quit my job to look for work that would grant me finical stability so I could leave.

While I looked for long term employment, I took a job doing piece work. This would have been in2012. During the interview I ask the average and was misled. I made dollars less an hour and before I knew it I was in financial distress which resulted in my inability to pursue employment with a higher wage. With no options I gave up.

After working there for almost a year a young girl started working at my job. She was mean at times but came off playful. We were just co-workers but I wanted it to be more.

Honestly I’m not sure if I had a chance with her but did receive competition from her age group at work for her attention. I noticed body language from them that I would do at home. This is when I realized that I was being watched at home. My nephew was squatting in my home and was involved. My whole family was involved. So were my upstairs neighbor and a home across the ally would watch me through my kitchen window. Soon everywhere I went someone was mocking someone from my job or someone from my job was mocking someone from my home. Local store that I had been going to for years became disrespectful.

At work I was harassed. Cigarettes and loss change were stolen out of my car if I ever left it unlocked. I was mocked. During the winter the V.P. would wear a MI State hat and tont me with it. I feel the purpose was to make me feel inferior of my own education that I had gained from a community college. I often felt that I was in positions where it necessary to be aggressive and sometime physical.

Outside of work my family was constantly disrespectful. They would bring up something that had happen 15 years ago (some not even true) blame it on me and use it to coheres my mother into stealing from me for them.

Everyone from the age group 16 to 25 seemed to know what’s going on as males will give me dirty looks and females will expect me to look at them in a sexual manner. I’ve had a group of teenage girls (14 to 16 years of age) stand outside my window expecting me to look at them. I’ve also had a very young girl age 10 to 12 walking down the street wearing a long sleeve pink shirt and blue jeans and walked two blocks down and had a woman in her 30s wearing the same thing trying to get my attention. I believe I may have been pegged as a child predator due to the women that I worked with being 20 and very small. At the time I was 33.

In the spring of 2013 at my job she and I got into a small argument where she told me that she was not interested in anyone that worked there. We both had to go to talk to the HR and I stated that everywhere I go there she is. I told them about people looking through my windows and so on. This all started a few month's after meeting her and felt from time to time that she was behind it. I told them so. Word of mouth around the shop is that they goggled her and seen a picture of her smoking marijuana and asked her to take a drug test and instead she walked out and quit.

I went home and goggled her. I had already went on Facebook trying to talk to her there months before that. She seemed too really be into that. This is when I found out that she was a model. I also realized that people had been goggling her and going on her Facebook page and mocking her towards me. An example is I noticed an ambulance in front of my house. I looked outside and there was a man passed out in the lawn. This happened an hour and a half after her friend put up a picture of him passed out on his facebook page. This event only happened 6 weeks ago but is easily be documented. He complained of low blood sugar and walked away from it.
After her walking out I seen her car parked outside of a house. It was where she lived. I started sending messages on facebook telling her that I was going to come find you today or jokingly tell her I was going to stalk her. I did send her flowers. I’m sure she was involved in this but she also seemed to like me genuinely. However, I am constantly manipulated on a day to day and was having a hard time gauging individual’s sincerity.

I ended up loosening my job due to bad attendance a few months after in the summer of 2013. I started working at a plant that wage resulted in me loosening my car and visitation with my son.

At the same time everywhere that I had been was combative and I felt the need to be aggressive at all times. I still currently do. At this job I was constantly manipulated.

I started sending her funny love letters almost every day through facebook and received a backlash. Some seemed to like them where others were combative. I get fallowed on almost a daily basis. One time on the bus a man and his child were on. I think that he was trying to one up my kid who is cut. His son looked at me and became happy and giggly towards me. I sent her a massage saying “small children and wild animals love me.” Over the next 3 days I had 2 dogs let loose on me.

At my job it was constantly attempted to manipulate me through body language and things were implied instead of being said directly. One individual that would mock the facial expressions on her Google images offered the information that my previous employer screwed me. My supervisor and his girlfriend would do parodies of me and her at my last job. Her friend on facebook had post a statement on the differences in poor people verses rich people. At my first job after college (honestly I’m not sure what I did there) I was exposed to high level management. I was able to then refine my own professional skills. My supervisor started studying how I behaved. In the post it was stated that poor people do not know how to accepted thing and rich people did. He would try to watch how I took items from others. There were also times where I felt that co-workers where acting out situations under his direction in order to see how I would respond to it as there demeanor did not seem guanine. My supervisor was inexperienced and I feel that he was attempting to exploit my current situation.

In the begining of 2014 i stopped talking to my family due to there involvement. I was still unable to move out on my own and lived with my mother. I had already notice odd behavior from her. I believe she was mocking my friends facial expressions. I assumed that she was being coached by someone to do this. I also noticed that she would yawn uncontrollable when on the phone before hanging up. I felt that this was a signal that she couldn't talk because i was there. At work i had issues with an co-worker being condescending and vindictive. After he hit me with a part and me going to the HR he started cowering towards me and making odd facial jesters. The last time he did this the supervisor watched and i ignored it because i did nothing that would make him react like that. I went home and my mother did the same thing to me. Hime and the probuction manager would also mock each others body language and make me aware of it.

While there I was hit by a part, spit on in the face(it was not a lot), and hit with a hilo. Along with other things, I ended up walking out in July this year.

At first I went to the police and wanted to file charges for being hit. They told me I had to file a PPO on who started it. I’m not sure. It’s seems to be everyone. Sometimes I think it’s her but she seemed to genuinely care for me at times and I would screw it because of everything that is going on. I honestly now think that outside of work was due to my brother, nephew and her ex- boyfriend. At work I think it’s my old employer and the two have meet in the middle so to speak. Which has ruined me. I left distraught. I then tried to file for discrimination with the state. But, I have no idea what I’m doing. I was told I needed to go back to file charges. So I tried. The officer I talked to said that she couldn’t help it if no one likes me. She did not help me. She was in the age range that I usually get harassed by and implied that it’s whoever is following my family around. I would assume she knows what’s going on.

There is more to this officer. Right before loosening my car I kept getting pulled over and getting tickets. (This is likely due to erratic diving and behavior brought on by all of this) I ended up having to go to court and getting finger printed. When I went in she was normal talking to a male cop. When I left he was gone and she was giving me very dirty looks. When I went to court there was anther young female cop giving looks like she was interested in me on my way in. On my way out there was the same older male cop standing next to her and she turned her nose up at me and looked at him with a smile.

Currently I have no direction. I get harassed everywhere I go. I want to leave the town but I’ve lost everything because of this. I can’t talk to anyone about it. Everyone is involved. I have no money to move and cannot find employment that pays my bills.

I want everyone that is involved to be held accountable. I'm in MI. There is a lot more but Im wondering do i have a case and what kind even. These are local stores and businesses. Should i get a lawyer in town or out of town.
Thank you

I think you would do yourself a favor if you scheduled an appointment with a mental health counselor (and kept it).

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I think you would do yourself a favor if you scheduled an appointment with a mental health counselor (and kept it).

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I think that's excellent and timely advice.

I am with you on that but this is really happening. Lets say you dont believe me. Thats fine. What if this had happen to someone and they do end up with mental problems from it. I mean, right now I'm like? My options are to fill a backpack up and start walking and be homeless in anther town. It doesnt seem fair. I went through hell just to be torn down and be told im not good enough. And what about my son? He didnt do anything. Why does he have to suffer? Its not fair.

The kind of things you describe as happening to you in this word salad post are called "life." They happen to everyone. You don't "end up with mental problems" because of what happens to you. Because of the mental illness, your interpretation of what is going on is out of whack here.

How you interpret and respond to the things that happen are what is destroying your life. It sounds like you are a bright person who has in the past had some good ideas about how to improve your life. You have accomplished much to bring yourself to where you are today. Those accomplishments cannot be taken from you. There is help, there are some good treatment options, but you'll have to find them and be willing to accept them.

And you do not have a legal question, you have a mental health issue. It is very much to your credit that you understand that you have a problem with violence and are tempted in that direction sometimes. You are very angry about what has happened to you. That's partly chemical, too. You cannot, in your situation, believe everything you think. And it isn't fair, really. But life isn't. The answer to your "can I sue?" is sue who?

Part of your problem is you have continued to engage and harass a fellow employee whether you intend to or not. I suggest it is time for a change of scenery and a mental health professional visit are both due.

But im not violent. I dont want to be. Wouldn't the appropriate response to someone trying to hurt me be violence? I can "not" get a job. The last interview that i went to the HR looked at my lips and smiled. I understand that that these things happen day to day but I am unable to function in society due to it. They are not genuine situations. Poeple are acting out in attempts to get cause me emotional destress. I've been ignoring it with thoughts that I will beable to move on and away from it but I'm sure I've been slandered somewhere along the way and can't because of it.

Go to your favorite search engine and look up the word, apophenia

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Yeah, i still dont think Im crazy. You almost had me. What if i got a clean bill of health? And, she was receptive of my harassment and sometimes would seek it. She would stalk me. Walking by my home and what not. I only added it because i do feel her ex is involved with some of this.

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Yeah, i still dont think Im crazy. You almost had me. What if i got a clean bill of health? And, she was receptive of my harassment and sometimes would seek it. She would stalk me. Walking by my home and what not. I only added it because i do feel her ex is involved with some of this.

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Do you live in a very remote part of town?

No, I do not. However, at work she would also present herself in a sexual manner and one time when I went into the break room to use the rest room she had followed. She went into the restroom and held the door open for me to follow. She was into me.
I do look for patterns in my day to day but this is learned behavior. An example is my sister talking about an item for a few weeks and the item comes up missing. Also, when talking to my family they may bring up the miss fortune of someone else where they were involved. I would relize that is what they did to me in previous events.
When i first became unemployed i tried to sell my car. It is a beater. First week i was affered $100 less the next day but they never returned. Second week i was offered a $100 less then that the next day and them not returning. The next week i was offered a very low price by someone who was associated with her ex. I think all offers were to make me feel my car wasn't worth anything and to whiddle the price down.
I use to send her funny love letters that Im sure she posted to her friends. When i had the dog let loss on me I was walking by a home that a family member had been staying at and has no associations with her. I assumed people where not harassing on her behalf but my family's. For what reason, I'm not sure.

Then I'd argue that she's doing nothing more than going about her usual business and you're the one watching for her to appear.

You have nothing. This thread should now come to an end.

What of my assaults in the work place. I understand that I have 3 to 5 years to file claims of assault. I assume that if this is all imaginary that it would end there. I also assume that if they where acting under the diraction then they will pass the buck so to speak. Either way i think i have the right to file.

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How about, how do i prove this then?

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What of my assaults in the work place. I understand that I have 3 to 5 years to file claims of assault. I assume that if this is all imaginary that it would end there. I also assume that if they where acting under the diraction then they will pass the buck so to speak. Either way i think i have the right to file.

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How about, how do i prove this then?

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File what you want. It's up to you to prove whatever it is you're alleging. Just don't be shocked when the court sanctions you for filing frivolous lawsuits.

All i wanted to do in the begining is file assault charges against my co-worker that hit me with a part. I understand this is defined as any unwanted phisycal contact. And also file assault charges on my line leader for spitting in my face and hit me with a hilo.
I assumed that these people would then relize what they are doing is criminal and stop.
The fact that I am not being allowed to or talked out of it is why I decided to go ful spectrum and pursue all individuals involved.
I really can't get a job because of this.

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All i wanted to do in the begining is file assault charges against my co-worker that hit me with a part. I understand this is defined as any unwanted phisycal contact. And also file assault charges on my line leader for spitting in my face and hit me with a hilo.
I assumed that these people would then relize what they are doing is criminal and stop.
The fact that I am not being allowed to or talked out of it is why I decided to go ful spectrum and pursue all individuals involved.
I really can't get a job because of this.

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You don't have any proof of anything at all though, do you? No. So ... what do you expect will happen?

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You don't have any proof of anything at all though, do you? No. So ... what do you expect will happen?

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I went to the HR on the being hit with the part and after the supervisor had apologised to him. He seemed slow and i think he did it to gain the supervisors prise. I do not think he would lie about it.
Being spit in the face, no, i do not have any proff. But, when being hit with a hilo multiple witnesses. One being a line leader from another line. He went straight to the supervisor. My line leader then stood across the shop looking at me with his chest puffed out in a intimidating manner. He was off the rest of the week. I believe he was suspended. I figured he was fired. The next week he tried smoothing things over with me and then went back to manipulating me.

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I also know that my mother will not lie about this. She well to me but when it comes to law enforcement she will tell the truth.

My advice to you stands. Seriously. Before you DO become a danger to your self or others.

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My advice to you stands. Seriously. Before you DO become a danger to your self or others.

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Last Friday i walked into a local store and on my way out a man wearing red and black stopped me in the door way. I asked him sternly how he was doing. He then said hey and moved on. I was a block away from my home when he drove by yelling that no one is scared of me. Ive had groups of younger males walking up and down my block wearing red and black. Not sure how this fits into this but its happening.
The second time i went to the police was after a woman driving down the street starred my son down.
After the officer told me that she couldn't help it if no one likes me i asked what happens when it gets phisycal. She started telling i believe that i had to report it when it happened but stopped mid way kiddishly and refused to help me.
If this does get phisycal it well not be my doing. The only reason it hasn't is because i have been going out of my way to keep it that way.

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Last Friday i walked into a local store and on my way out a man wearing red and black stopped me in the door way. I asked him sternly how he was doing. He then said hey and moved on. I was a block away from my home when he drove by yelling that no one is scared of me. Ive had groups of younger males walking up and down my block wearing red and black. Not sure how this fits into this but its happening.
The second time i went to the police was after a woman driving down the street starred my son down.
After the officer told me that she couldn't help it if no one likes me i asked what happens when it gets phisycal. She started telling i believe that i had to report it when it happened but stopped mid way kiddishly and refused to help me.
If this does get phisycal it well not be my doing. The only reason it hasn't is because i have been going out of my way to keep it that way.

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Who has custody of your son? How old is he? I'm asking for a reason.

I grew up with out insurance and have bad teeth. It is embarrassing so i normally do not talk much. I went to the dentist to have work done. After i sat down with the manager to go over the procedures. When I got up happy that i ws getting the work done he made a response that i had made to her when we first started talking. A supervisor from my job witnessed my reaction. When going back for the procedure there where a gourp of people setting next to the building having lunch. I did a double take as one of them was making an odd face. It was a face on her facebook post. He ended up being my dentist. He was very raff and had gave me to much medication. I only drink to fit in and wouldnt touch drug for the life of me. My heart fluttered and the nurse acted like its party time. I was scared. Again, i do not think he was acting under her diraction but something else.

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His mother does and he is 10. I am a very good father however. It's what I'm good at. If i could provide i would go for custody.

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I would assume that some stuff is me lossing it but some stuff is really there.

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I grew up with out insurance and have bad teeth. It is embarrassing so i normally do not talk much. I went to the dentist to have work done. After i sat down with the manager to go over the procedures. When I got up happy that i ws getting the work done he made a response that i had made to her when we first started talking. A supervisor from my job witnessed my reaction. When going back for the procedure there where a gourp of people setting next to the building having lunch. I did a double take as one of them was making an odd face. It was a face on her facebook post. He ended up being my dentist. He was very raff and had gave me to much medication. I only drink to fit in and wouldnt touch drug for the life of me. My heart fluttered and the nurse acted like its party time. I was scared. Again, i do not think he was acting under her diraction but something else.

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His mother does and he is 10. I am a very good father however. It's what I'm good at. If i could provide i would go for custody.

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I would assume that some stuff is me lossing it but some stuff is really there.

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You need to follow the advice you've been given. Make an appointment with your mental health professional and keep that appointment. Follow their treatment recommendations.

Orite, ill go get checked tomorrow. But when oked mentally im coming back on here to rub it in.

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Orite, ill go get checked tomorrow. But when oked mentally im coming back on here to rub it in.

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No, you're really not.

You guys are lawyers not physicists. So what if i flake out alittle and misinterpret some situations. Ive been screwed with for years with no postive reinforcement. I sure i could use some counseling but diagnosing with chemical emblance from this post is a starch. I've studied some mental illness and human behavior. I thinks its cool but im just ? From the environment im in. People are taking advantage of it.

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You guys are lawyers not physicists. So what if i flake out alittle and misinterpret some situations. Ive been screwed with for years with no postive reinforcement. I sure i could use some counseling but diagnosing with chemical emblance from this post is a starch. I've studied some mental illness and human behavior. I thinks its cool but im just ? From the environment im in. People are taking advantage of it.

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Most of us aren't attorneys actually.

We have expertise and experience in many different fields.

You need help we cannot provide.

I just wanted to say thanks for listening and/or hummering me. Most people are pricks about it and dont even listen. It was nice to get it out.
Theres one thing i wanted to add but not to continue the thread but hope to give some prospective. She wss a model and went to school for it. I did not know these and took her facial expressions as very strong interpersonal stills. Anyway, they wont your normal facial expressions. Think model facial expressions.
Thanks again

What did you learn when you looked up apophenia?

I think you need to see a doctor to help you with your emotions. Sometimes talking to a psychologist can help you realize problems in your life, or they can also help you articulate yourself better. I think you should go to a doctor in a different town away from the town you feel unsafe in. You should also try to get a support group going, but don't constantly try to be someones friend (communicate) with them if you get the feeling they don't like you or has told you that they don't like you. I understand your family is poor and may need your help, but sometimes you gotta help yourself before you can help anyone or you will end up in a situation where you can no longer help anyone and will need assistance yourself. Sounds like you have passion and strength. Getting a degree is not easy. I suggest you cont. School to get a BA. You should also leave that town if you feel unsafe. Sometimes alot of coincidences happens. I feel like my life is full of coincidence, like driving one day on the freeway, I ran something over, a few mins later the light for my oil change came one, my oil life was at 15%. I thought I might have cracked my oil pan, that wasn't the case though, I just forgot I needed an oil change. I still get lost reading your posts, in some parts idk who your talking about because you skip from one person to another then back to the same person. Your facts are not strong enough. You have to think real hard about what's been going on. I suggest you start a journal and document things a person does to you that you feel is part of this towns conspiracy to run you out. I would like to know more facts if there is more. You cannot base someone looking at your lips then mistreating you and if that was so, it sounds petty and you shouldn't be bothered by that. Here's my email, I have some questions about things you said. Mnsaeliew@gmail.com

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Quoting cbg

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What did you learn when you looked up apophenia?

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That I'm not qualified to diagnose myself with mental illness. Here is a message that i sent.
Remember the first time i told you about the first time you told me you loved me? We were laying in bed and i was just talking shit. I was on my back and you were on your side next to me. I had my eyes closed but could still tell when you smiled at it. When i was done you placed your forehead on my and i felt so safe. Thats when i knew id never be alone again. Thats when you licked my face. It was gross. I was like what the **** and you got on your knees and gave me a sad puppy dog face. I smiled cuz your a dork. Then you rested your head on my chest and huged me. Thats when i knew id never know want again. Thats when you bit my nipple. And it hurt. Who bits someones nipple....

These circulated. Im famous. I get followed by people and people know me everywhere i go. I can also act out different caritors. I would offten write about healthy relationship. People expect it from me. Lots of them are positive and like me. Ive had a woman try to act her out to the t in order to win me over. It was nuts. I'm a roll model. But i was already having issues and they became larger. Right now i have tons of pressure from the Africen amrican community for some content that wrote about. But it was not races. I grew up in poverty and that just how it is. I can walk out on a manufacturing floor and take it over in less then 6 months. Ive done it. Not by fear witch is typical but by respect. This does not pay my bills. So i dont. Im also not scared of anyone. I try to act like it when its expected of me but im not. I will not scwerm for a wage that does not provide me with necessary resources to maintain it. This is what i believe has gotting me a bad reference from my ex employer.
Growing up poor no relationships are true. Everything is leverage. When i started doing well the dynamics of all my relationships changed. Family and friend became beggars. Middle class individual who had looked at me inferior and in some cases an individual needing there guidance now looked at me with spite.
Im coming up and being held back for being a good person.

Humpty Dumpty was pushed.

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Quoting Yoyobaby

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That I'm not qualified to diagnose myself with mental illness. Here is a message that i sent.
Remember the first time i told you about the first time you told me you loved me? We were laying in bed and i was just talking shit. I was on my back and you were on your side next to me. I had my eyes closed but could still tell when you smiled at it. When i was done you placed your forehead on my and i felt so safe. Thats when i knew id never be alone again. Thats when you licked my face. It was gross. I was like what the **** and you got on your knees and gave me a sad puppy dog face. I smiled cuz your a dork. Then you rested your head on my chest and huged me. Thats when i knew id never know want again. Thats when you bit my nipple. And it hurt. Who bits someones nipple....

These circulated. Im famous. I get followed by people and people know me everywhere i go. I can also act out different caritors. I would offten write about healthy relationship. People expect it from me. Lots of them are positive and like me. Ive had a woman try to act her out to the t in order to win me over. It was nuts. I'm a roll model. But i was already having issues and they became larger. Right now i have tons of pressure from the Africen amrican community for some content that wrote about. But it was not races. I grew up in poverty and that just how it is. I can walk out on a manufacturing floor and take it over in less then 6 months. Ive done it. Not by fear witch is typical but by respect. This does not pay my bills. So i dont. Im also not scared of anyone. I try to act like it when its expected of me but im not. I will not scwerm for a wage that does not provide me with necessary resources to maintain it. This is what i believe has gotting me a bad reference from my ex employer.
Growing up poor no relationships are true. Everything is leverage. When i started doing well the dynamics of all my relationships changed. Family and friend became beggars. Middle class individual who had looked at me inferior and in some cases an individual needing there guidance now looked at me with spite.
Im coming up and being held back for being a good person.

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OP, did we ever establish your location? Michigan, right?

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Quoting Dogmatique

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OP, did we ever establish your location? Michigan, right?

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Yes

Apophenia is the condition of seeing patterns where they do not exist. Which is what I think you are doing.

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Apophenia is the condition of seeing patterns where they do not exist. Which is what I think you are doing.

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Agreed, I see patterns. I'm sure in some insurances at point, I am wrong. However, not in all cases.

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Agreed, I see patterns. I'm sure in some insurances at point, I am wrong. However, not in all cases.

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The bigger problem is not being able to discern the two.

I am so scared to view this now because i so dont want to be crazy. But, my dad was over bearing. Growing up i had to read his bodu langue to respond appropriately. Im realy good at it now. I notice small things. With my son i noticed rapped blinking. Most people would not think anything of it but i seen it as a stress indicator. Ive also notice once when i was holding my hand down to show him something as i walked towards him he became frightened. Overly frightened. I figured someone useing that body poacher was messing with him. I notice other stuff to. Like going to a store and beingable to tell who trained someone by thair body language. It gives me an advantage some time but is also a problem to. I do have an issue and its because i can read people. I turn it off most times. Try to. Some one giveing me diraction with fales reasoning behind it sucks. If you put me in two different groups and only one person from each group knew each other i could tell from there body language. I could be one of those fake physics.
This is how i noticed my brothers involvement. My mother started acting like his girlfriend and at work they knew to much.
But im not crazy.

I'm not saying the things you are noticing aren't happening. I'm sure if you saw the HR manager look at your lips and smile that's what happened. However, that does not mean that she is part of a grand conspiracy to prevent you from getting a job; it means that her eyes happened to fall on your lips and she has been trained to smile at applicants. It's not that you're seeing things that aren't there; it's that you're assigning a meaning to those things that isn't so.