Car Repo Where Lender Won't Give An Account of Payments

so after i year of having ur car without payments, what happened? did they finaly repo ur car? were u charged any criminal charges, misdemeanor or felony? i live in california, and in the same exact situation. i have payed 70% of my car, and payed early all the time and payed more than what i usually owe them. so... i lost my job, back in late 2007, but was able to pay my car until like April 2008. i got in contact with the loan ppl on july 2008 and i gave them 2 payments for my car so they wont repo it. i sent it through mail. ever since then, they have beein trying to repo it, and also around that time, i have struggled to find a job. so when i found a job, i asked them if i can just start making payments again, double each month, and they wont let me make payments. not until i return my car first, then i can pay the car in full amounts first or whatever i owe first. but i couldnt return my car cuz i needed it to maintain my job. i needed a job to maintain paying rent or else ill be out in the streets. it has been 1 year that i am behind in payments, and i still have the car, however i have not had any contacts with them. its citifinancial auto. i payed off my first loan which was bank of america, and it transferred over to citifinancial auto- and im scared i might get arrested for it? what can i do to keep the car? i mean i payed 70% of the car already u kno? i dont just wana give that up. its not my fault i lost my job due to the greedy congress ppl thats playing with our economy, which went down the shit hole. now i have a job. but i cant come up with a large amount of money. my job is almost minimum wage and is not full time. whats my best best?