I recently got caught shoplifting 100$ worth of stuff at Boscovs. I am sick with worry. I can't eat or sleep. What's worse, if my parents found out, they would disown me. The two security guards were very nice, and after saying for about 20 minutes that they could call the police, they said that they decided to just send me a bill in the mail..which from what i understand is a civil demand. My question is this....after i pay the civil demand will all of this disappear? They said i could come back to boscov's the next day if i wanted to...just not that night. I really just want all of this to be over :( I'm so ashamed. Please give me advice or sympathy or ANYTHING i need it...thanks so much...