Caught Shoplifting

My question involves criminal law for the state of: New York

This Sunday I was caught shoplifting worth of merchendise at a local grocery store. So stupid and I feel horrible. I've always felt that way. The security officer brought me to his office and made me sign two papers. One with my information and one saying that I could not enter the property for a year. No police were called and I was not issued anything saying I'd have to go to court or a citation. I was not arrested since no police were called. He told me that I might get something saying I'd have to pay 4x the amount of the what the stuff was worth, from research I know that this is a civil demand. What can I expect to happen? I'm very worried and stressing out over this. I realize that anything could happen, but is there something more likely to happen to me since this is the first time? And I am actually thankful for getting caught, because it's given me the chance to stop and I've been able to find groups to go to for help.

If they told you that they were not prosecuting you, that you're subject to a ban from their premises, and that you'll likely receive a civil demand, then you should not see law enforcement involvement unless you return to their premises in violation of the ban, and will probably receive a civil demand.