Hello, I'm 15 years old(I will be 16 next Feburary), living in Florida, and for the past 6 years I've been severely depressed about different things. I've been waiting these problems out, but things only get worse. I 'm currently homeschooled because I missed school too much because of depression. My father is a severe acoholic, him and my mother fight constantly. My mother had made me a promise that she'd force him to get help again(He's gone twice before I tihnk), and she promised she'd stop the fighting and try to make things better, but nothing has changed at all, It's only gotten worse. Before I met my boyfriend, I was suicidal and attempted to kill myself a few times. But now I live for him, he's saved me so many times from killing myself. The rest of my family treats me badly as well, as If I'm not a human like they all are, let alone family. My mother takes all her anger out on me(not physchially), I can't even talk to her or barely look at her in the eye. My father almost punched me a few years ago, but he didn't attempt that again so there is no abuse. He does sell possesions of my mother's for achohol money, and treats her badly and forces her to buy him drinks. I've been wondering If emancipation Is what I really want, but I don't know why I want to waste what are supposed to be my best years here. I don't have any friends, I can't even leave my gate without someone trying to pick me up in their car, and my boyfriend lives in a different state, but makes visits to see me every few months. If I get emancipated, I want his mother to take me in so i can be happy, because If I'm staying with family, I still won't be happy, all the pain will still be there, I need to get away. So I'm mainly wondering If what I want Is possible, to be able to live with my boyfriend and his mother, and be able to get away from all this.