Re: Child Porn Possession, Yeah I Know, I Hate Myself but I Need Some Help,
You are in serious trouble. You are apparently being charged for possession of child porn. You need to realize that once charged, there is no statute of limitations. Beyond that, leaving the jurisdiction of the court usually stops the running of the clock for any applicable SOL. In either case, it won't expire in your situation.
You have a couple choices:
continue to stay outside of the US and outside of any country where you could be deported back to the US for the crimes or face justice. Obviously you are entitled to an attorney. The old "if you cannot afford one, one will be appointed" applies if you cannot afford an attorney (the courts determine eligibility at the time of application).
and obviously the option you mentioned which is completely within your control. It generally isn't seen as a good option to most though.
I am not an attorney and any advice is not to be construed as legal advice. You might even want to ignore my advice. Actually, there are plenty of real attorneys that you might want to ignore as well.